Deeply erotic...moving through
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I- It is erotic to move through grief, to feel that break down, break through, inside and feel the emotional energy liberate through oneself. It is erotic to integrate this movement and to evolve with it and to ride it into the resolve of rest in the nervous system. Forming a relationship with this powerlessness is intimate. Once you meet it so deeply, moving with it, integrating your life essence with it after breaking through that numbness you open up a life long relationship with it and it will evolve you, teach you, move you to act in ways that were not available to you. Erotic to me is all about moving with these break throughs and waves. It is sensual because the movement of grief, rage, urgency, pushes up information from the unknown and deposits it into you. It is almost sexual with a kind of emotional fluid exchange that transforms and grows an individual within a collective.
Grief rituals are allowing the emotions to transform you. Reminds me of the ocean's waves stirring up something deep and pushing it up to be deposited on the shore so it can be collected and integrated into the light.
And that integration is a reclaiming of power, from powerlessness. From energy being unknown, unseen and dormant potential now moving and stabilizing the new growth.
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And grief is powerful. It's about all the things capitalism and other oppressive systems egg us on to push down, to repress so we don't feel what we need to feel.
It's about reclaiming the roots of our anger, our holy rage.
It's about feeling how not okay things are and have been for a long time.
It's about coming into communion with the Mother.
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